good morning!
they say for body it take 2 weeks time to adjust with changes. i've had about 3.5 weeks and now i'm getting there, you know getting used to work as a white person from 9 to 5.
last year i thought i was the only person who went to (our) school at 8, this year, the picture looks even sadder. i mean i leave my building just in time to see if students are going to university for 8 o'clock classes.
i have to moan now. though i love waking up early - makes the day longer, i hate it when i can't sleep enough on my free days - oh i forgot, i don't have those for this month. my weekdays look like this - work - 2x a week school after work, if no school, then to home to work on my thesis. weekend - saturday libary and sunday homework on my thesis. i better get a freaking A for this hard work i'm doing now. at least february is short month. somehow i like it and also i am afraid of it. i'm afraid i won't make it to all goals i set for myself. but we'll see. also work is either dead boring or so much running in one week that you can bearly imagine. still i like it, but... you know there's always buts. anyway i've managed to fill the 'nothing to do at work' gap with useful data analyzes for my thesis.
it can't be unnoticed, that there are people who are happy for me and there are people who are mean to me, who used to treat me better. i haven't changed since i dress now better and have more resposibilities, but few older people who i knew from the beginning of my days in our building treat me like i've done somethig bad to them. it's not like i slept with someone to get that job, i've paid a lot and i've studied a lot and my work is also not just looking pretty and smiling. and yet they are mean to me. i guess they never thought i could climb this high. well their loss anyway.
now my new goal is to quit coffee... again, let's see how long can i manage..
even though i'm tired, i still take a little time to watch my celebrity crush. every morning, it really makes my day.
until next time :)
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