if somebody could sit in my head now, he/she would be very confused. you see i make up my mind about some things very quickly and then when the time is almost here, i change my mind.. or at least try to come up with pleanty of excuses why some ideas are bad.
so here it goes again. i decided already on saturday/sunday that i would go out tonight. you know my mission to become cool :) so i woke up this morning early, did 20km on bike and an hour driving with a car (my respect for racing drivers has grown a lot recently) and even paid a little visit to my beautician who just came back from vacation, she does amazing job! and then i came home, spend most of the day watching 'true blood' and fell asleep, normal for me when i'm on vacation that i sleep during the day. so when i got up i started to think should i go out - it looks like it's gonna rain and i'm bit tired, maybe better to go out tomorrow and all my friends are out of town, sometimes i feel a bit insecure going alone... on the other hand, i looked forward to tonight and i already promised to give this dress i'm supposed to wear tomorrow evening to my sister and i have to go driving on friday, which means i try to be sober for at least 8 h before going...
then this tiny voice in mhy head says - but you still remember your last year's b'day weekend - almost no sleep, 3 parties in 2 days, more alchol than you sometimes drink in a month and Australia's F1 GP and all-work weekend, you survived it perfectly.so pretty much all arguments are here, what's the verdict? 'true blood' evening again (which isn't really THAT interesting, just something to keep me occupied) or white wine, maybe some coctail and if i'm lucky something more, like some nice new people to meet? like Alfie said - decisions, decisions...
if something worth mentioning happens tonight, i'll never doubt twice about going out again :)
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