quick, slow, high or low, with me you're never gonna know for sure

as for a typical person who is in love, or rather call it lovesick, i change my mind. you see it's still christmas coming up. and for a person who's such an attention-whore as i am, it's impossible to keep herself in her office all day long or wearing just dark clothes and not taking care of herself, i like to be noticed. i tried to be as cold as ice, i really did, but there's a fire in me and fire that burns. so i decided i go for a new strategy, not talking about it for longer, but at this moment it makes me happy and that's the point, right? to be happy and to enjoy moments i have, even if they're just tiny ones.