there's so many things that have gone wrong in last year. seems like i've really spend horribly much time in darkness, letting things just happen to me and not taking ayn responsibility, finding excuses, just been without making effort for anything. maybe i just thought it's my time to just relax and let things go. well there are consequences and just leaving easy life apparently isn't for me. but where's the fun in easy things anyway... i let go few chances for easier solutions and now here i am...
you know the saddest part - i've always thought that once things go wrong, no matter how you try, you won't get it right back again. this time i'm not ready to give up, i don't need to change me, i just need to show the real me.. i've been covered in darkness, so leave the light on your window, the time is running out soon...
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