it's a bad dream?

i'm writing this while my favorite tv show is loading.
to start for the beginning i should say that there are two sorts of nightmares i have: a) a combo of red hot chili peppers - otherside and robbie williams trippin' vidoes and b) i see my passed away father. in those last nightmares i ask him all the time how is it possible that he is alive when i was there when he was buried, i saw him in that coffin with my own eyes. this is pure horror, i tell you
in about last 2.5 weeks i've seen him 3 times. once when he consoled me when i was helplessly crying, in real life he has never done anything like that. second time about a week ago he was like usual himself and tonight, the third time, he was different again.
maybe it's all because i'm gonna have in few minutes my weekly dose of Ed Westwick aka Chuck Bass. since there wasn't a show last week i watched some of the best episodes last night, while it was the only thing my internet loaded up (storm to be blamed for lack of internet service), everyone who has ever watched the show know their parent-child relationship. so i guess i can put some of the the blame for my somewhat weird dream on fact that i watched Chuck and his father a little before i went to sleep.
but that's not it. i the dream was a certain guy and his father, the sweet dream guy aka unfairly genetically blessed guy. somehow, even if i've been quite critical about the role his daddy played in this guy's career, i've always envied him - his father cared enough, that certain guy looks up to him, they have strong parent-child relationship, which sadly i've never had with neither of my parents.
so i saw them too, daddy in a wheelchair, but as i learned during the dream, when i saw them walking on beach, that he didn't actually need it all the time, looking younger and better (meaning more alike to his son) than i have ever seen. i remember telling to my mother that they look so much alike. and then there was my father, not behaving fatherly, but he was there, for me...and i didn't have to scream 'you are dead, don't be alive, you can't be alive! it was just a moment - we three silently witnessing something we never had.
and that certain guy, well he continued to be in my dream even after all the other people had gone. i can come up with explaination why he was there in my dream aswell, just yesterday i read something about his future plans, something more certain than ever. anyway it seemed like we were on a party, but actually it was a shooting of an ad for dancingshoes. and he moved from one place to another, still ending up dancing with me and my friend. although we supposed to have fun and all he was bit serious like he always has been, anyway in my dreams. we still shooted that commercial when my phone started singing - 'ay,ay,ay, i'm....' that's when i already react, it's time to wake up.
not such a bad dream afterall, ah? anyway it's something that will keep me thinking all day