when do you feel like this is the end? when there's no more things that made you happy.
i know less than a week ago i babbled about a secret which i knew, but couldn't tell because i was too superstitious.
and here i am, feeling all empty. basically no words were spoken and maybe it's even good. i've wasted few months of my life. i certainly am not saying 'no' for possible future, just not now anymore. usually when i'm that far it's all gone, even the future. i am so happy that he was the one who made me feel something after my 3 year lasting emotional drought.
this decision is not made because he wasn't ready to give me what i wanted, i knew that a long time ago. it's that now i feel that my spark has gone. it's time to move on before i'm old and grey and all alone
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