just say yes

you see i've got a problem. avarage woman cannot keep a secret for more than 48 hours. i've kept one a bit more time. actually this isn't really a secret, just something that i'm unsure about that will happen. and i'm that afraid that if i speak about it, then the tiny hopes i have developed will be crushed again. it's nothing big, just he gave me a hint, a hint that i could be taking a bit wrong. i don't want to get my hopes up, it might not be because of me, however the fact that for at least brief moment he considered it, gave me more than just hope. will i have a second chance? well i know how not to blow it this time.. more than a month to go - good luck being calm and concentrated
for god's sake dear - just say yes
just say there's nothing holding you back