i happen to see every night dreams, i know that, i remember fractions from them, if i can tighten those pictures quickly enough, i remember some of those throughout the day. the pictures, moments comes usually back to haunt me at school, while i watch how one building is being destroyed or airplain is landing (or as i once said that plain is flying down, i see that very clearly from one of my classes). sometimes when i'm really very lucky i see dreams that i remember from beginning to the end, they are the one's where i have seen that unfairly genetically blessed guy and one another too, not less genetically blessed, i remember every bit of those, colours, smiles, jokes.. far away again... but usually i see the one's which are later just shred to little pieces and i can never have full picture of what happened.
few nights ago i saw my dream as a movie a bit more that just fractions, i've had tv-show and a cartoon quite recently but it was a movie where i wasn't the lead character (ouch that hurts my ego, this was supposed to be my dream) and i was there helping the man lead character (my celebrity crush) to find something (someone) and he was soooo adorable, you cannot believe. you know sometimes it's hard to wake up after you've been in a world that's so much better than the one you're living in. i guess we must have found her in the end, i'm missing that fraction, but i know that this movie ended and then i woke up with a smile on my face, knowing that it was time, not that something forced me to wake up.
no walls no houses in my empty hometown, not a single gateway, but you know darling under my wing is your sweet, sweet home
don't know why but i feel the need to hear darren now
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIW4CHeSNyU
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